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Thursday, January 15, 2009

15 days.....

Sooo.......... We're 15 days into the new year and I'm hell bent on change. How cliche is that!? I seriously have been thinking about my life path and am in the middle of negotiating my future. There are several things that I've come to realize, right or wrong, within the past couple of weeks. They are as follows:

  • Michelle Obama's mother is moving into the White House. Either I'm crazy or that's pretty ghetto. You know what they say, "you can take a n!gg@ out the ghetto, but you can't take the ghetto out the n!gg@"!
  • I too can sing a song, promote it, and gain notoriety in singing about Lions, and Tigers, and Bears!!!! It worked for Judy Garland and now Jazmine Sullivan! I will TOTALLY be a superstar!!!!!!!!!!!
  • George Bush is the most hilarious president we've ever witnessed, hands down!!!!! I may give him the dumbest as well, but he got cool points for admitting he fucked up. Confession is 9/10 the law...
  • I have got to see Slumdog. That shit looked ill for some reason.
  • Friends can be lovers if either they're mature enough to handle the situation or, if there's enough 1738 in their systems.....
  • The Washington Wizards suck this year and Gilbert Arenas doesn't care. Smart move Abe and Ernie.
  • The invention called the vocorder and creation of the Autotuner has launched and ressurrected the careers of multiple music industry performers! The damn Autotuner needs to accept these awards, not the artists.
  • If I hear another song written about Barack Obama or change, I'm gonna puke a Buick...
  • Tom Cruise can play in a german movie, as a german native, without a german accent, and not get heckled ! Tom Cruise is either the devil or has struck a deal with him....

These are just outward blasts of random thought. My introspection is a little deeper. I am one song away from completing my first commercial album. I need to get more serious. I've been promoting enough, but I've got to do more. I intend to be posted in CA, ATL, NY, or TX by this time next year. It'll happen...... I know it.

Funny thing about sexuality, you're either hot or you're not. There is no in between. I've lived long enough to see that the most sexually free spirited individuals be the most unsure and nervous folks. Guess everyone can't be like me. Hmmm.... That sounded really arrogant. Well, arrogant or not, I know what I want and how I want it. My problem is, I try to read what the woman wants. BIG MISTAKE. Assertion is probably the most erotically igniting facade that we face daily. If you don't know what you're doing, there's no turnoff greater. WOW.... I just learned it myself. As I was typing. Makes a lot of sense., these blogs do help.....

Been contemplating getting back on my green again. I got the urge. Been trying to fight it. Damned vices..... I was a year removed from sex and didn't buckle until recently, but got the itch for some green and I'm feeling this shit..... I've gotta get my priorities straight.....

My relationship game is fucked up at the moment. I don't want one. PERIOD. Exclusive sex (though if not, that's fine too....) is fine, but names, property,..... not cool. I trust how I feel, but I don't trust people. They're too sketchy and fickle....I've got some deep rooted trust issues here. 8 out of 10 times, I trust myself. I'd rather just chill..... Obligations can, as a friend says, "Kick Rocks"!!!

I HATE.... NO, I LOATHE the D.C. club scene. Ain't another uppity society except Beverly Hills,CA but at least you expect them to be that way. Booshy (however you spell that shit) fuckers don't know how to be cool and conversation. They need to let their issues go before coming out to the club. So what if you've been hurt before? I'm not him. Also, n!gg@s get straight ignorant. I've partied in clubs from Cali, to Houston, to even Puerto Rico, and these fuckers suck..... 4REAL!!!

Anyways, I hope things will keep turning. I'm encouraged by what I've received so far this year.... Should be promising.....

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